DM and YY Party

Charity Dinner

I cant make ppl happy....

haha feel that ... all those ppl stay wif me cant feel happy .. haih i feel sad when they look bored and sad ....sometime i tried so hard but it doesnt work at all... such a loser ..zzz im an all time loser ...
yesterday charity dinner ... THAT WAS AWESOME XD!!!!... i work as a crew,a photographer xD quite tiring ... and there were alot pretties and handsomes haha .. and and the food was nice xD Party until 1245, me and ian went hon wye house overnight .... we slept at almost 2 and woke at 7morning =.= coz today got alot events.. lol sad..until 4 we done all events .. haha anad then 5 45 me and km follow eugin went ou.. km mum went ou to fetch her back .xD and me, just follow eugin watched IPMAN2 WOW THAT WAS REALLY REALLY AWESOME.. haha Thx eugin =) ... and have dinner wif his parent . THats all xD haha bye

Hey =x

After one week of H1n1 holiday ...we all came back =) most of them din finished their homework lol... haha actually nth much ..oh ya this week gonna be busy coz alot pc event postpone until this week .. so yeah .. =) nth le bye =)I love you rabbitIhaih... that feeling come again... =.= blog slowly become somewhere that let me release my sadness .. =(

haih...

Today wake up at 11 mum help me dao bao chicken rice ..after that i follow ian went badminton .. wif andrew, chee feng, ben, tze hao and his brother ... we played till 4..haha thats tired ...after reached home, i fall asleep .. maybe too tired,doing nth until now .. everything just go wrong ... haih wat happen??holiday make me more sad....and haih dunno how to explain feel so strange when i talk to her,izit the sign she dun love me?... love really hurt...=x thats the stars for her..

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saturday went ou, Gerrick, lisa, Andrew, xiner, kun shen, wui liang, pei shin and nian qin ren ... haha We(except peishin and nian qin ren) watch movie which is shutter island ..most of us was confused ..lOL .. anyway that day got nth special .. just that ... wui liang and i are the 2 lonely man ... coz lisa and ger ... xin er and andrew.. they really suit each other, haha and wui say y we two so sad ar?? .haha i was dam jealous haih.. who call me is the love coward...God wan me to be single i think, i quite sad about this .. haih ... after that i went back .. thats saturday ..
today ...dunno why .. it was a dam dam black day to me?? i feel sad .. got scolded from mum... got no topic wif her... lost my confidence again ... haiz wat happen to me ... Did i done something bad make me become like this??haih

sad
love u

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Where is my confidence, i think it has taken away since im young ... just because a little things i will think alot..i will fail?nobody like me? and she dun love me .... haih ... blame myself lazy, blame myself noob ... sign~~
Anyway, today is busy and my school has no electricity LOL funny right??...tats all ..bye
i love you but i scared